So this is christmas....

Merry Christmas everyone.

This year, 2013, I can feel will be different. Not just for me, but for everyone.

I look back on the past year and see my falls, my grazes and bruises, but I also see my strength of getting up and carrying on.

2013 is full of so much positivity already:

- I am adopting my partners son. (hopefully, if all goes well).

- Stacy has a new, great job.

- I can really get into my PhD, meet mental health professionals and start making a difference.

- I have amazing friends, to name a few (as they deserve a medal) are Cheryl, Jane and Bekki. Beautiful people who I am blessed with.

- I am starting the new year on holiday in a cottage with my family <3

My new years resolutions are going to be different this year. They are the following:

- Carry on recovery- do NOT go into hospital this year! Maintain my weight. Maintain my good relationship with food. 

- Give up smoking (ahhhh).

- Start going to the spiritual church, and get in touch with the energies of the earth. 

- Meditate every day.

- Start exercising again,  in a healthy manner. That is going to yoga and classes rather than joining the gym.

- Tell those I love that I care for them as often as I can.

- Pass my viva.

- Teach Travis to swim <3

- Thank the earth for my body and what it does every day.

I am a firm believer there is more to life than just living. That sounds odd, but I really believe that death, spirits, the earth, energies, auras, I believe that they can teach us new things every day. I want to explore my own understanding of life this year, rather than to conform to one belief. explore my relationship with everything, and hope I will learn more about the world, others and myself.

I am so excited for this new year and all the adventures it will bring.

To live would be an awfully big adventure....

xxxx merry christmas xxxx